Or lack thereof. Boys, if you wanna head out, I understand.
Are they gone?
So, brachytherapy did a number on my vagina. Scar tissue. Atrophy. Pain. And I feel horrible for my husband, because I want to resume relations with him, but there is no freaking way.
Plus, I have to have a vaginal exam for every three months for the foreseeable future.
The general therapy is the use of a vaginal dilator. But it is excruciatingly painful to use. So, I have to figure this thing out. I know they have smaller ones. Maybe I need to get one of those.
These are the new things I have to worry about.