Not A Lot of Deep or Meaningful

Chemo for me is getting worse as they build up this time around.  Yesterday was horrible…migraine, nausea, fatigue.  I spent last night sobbing for no reason at all.

All I keep thinking is I have one left.  One more instance of torture. 

I know I can do it.  I know I will do it.  But I gotta admidt, I don’t WANT to.  It sucks.

More meaningful posts soon as I can. Send some lurve my way, m’kay?


7 thoughts on “Not A Lot of Deep or Meaningful

  1. Thinking about you! You’re nearly there!
    I don’t know if you have the same problem, but I had chemo after radiotherapy, and all the burnt bits flared up again with something called ‘radiation recall’. Lovely. It’s all better now, three months later.
    I hope the last session is easier. Are there any other meds available for the nausea? Might be worth asking. I was very lucky as the steroids and follow-up pills worked very well for me. I can handle pain quite well, but a few minutes of nausea reduces me to a jibbering wreck!

  2. On the nausea front, check to see if they’re giving you Zofran, It’s commonly prescribed, but doesn’t work for a lot of people. Phenergan is the next drug of choice according to my MD. BTW I am one of the folks for which Zofran doesn’t work, but Phenergan is great.

    One more woot!

  3. I’m rooting for you, honey. I know it sucks, g*d I know. But it will be over in a flash, before you know it. Take good care of yourself–be kind to yourself. Listen to your body. And know lots of people are wishing you well (and praying). {{{{hugs}}} (Is pot an option?? Just wondering.)


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