The worst part of radiation was not the constant nauseau.
It’s the burned Hooha.
First week after chemo is over. It’s been a miserable week. I’ve felt like crap, and my joints are screaming (worst part of the chemo for me is the way it inflames my arthritis) and to top it off, I’ve been dealing with a lesion on my vag left over from the internal radiation. Makes peeing an adventure in torture.
Had a few breakdowns – not gonna lie. Found myself sobbing last night.
My poor husband. He just wants me to be better. And he’s saying all the things he should. But honestly, I’m kind of over all of this. We can be done now. I’ll finish my treatments, because I’m not a quitter, but I’m ready to be done all this shit.